i know i literally have like 3 followers on this account and i doubt they even use newgrounds anymore but anyways hi. i'm gonna use this as like a rant/personal account to update my life. who knows maybe 10 years from now i'll suddenly remember "omg i made a blog account on newgrounds" idk i just have nothing to do with my life anymore. but yeah. bc im bored i'm gonna talk abt newgrounds. i've been on newgrounds since 2017 (holy shit that was 4 years ago whaaaat). like i said, my old acc is still up with my old drawings and artworks. man idk what happened to me. i used to be so passionate about art. i even wanted to become an artist! those times were fun. now i'm just here talking abt nostalgic things. i used to use newgrounds ALL THE TIME to talk to an old best friend of mine. we don't talk as much now anymore which is understandable. we both have our own lives and problems to deal with. i miss being 11. i miss the primary school crush feeling and the competitiveness between another smart student. now i just don't care. i'm a lazy ass bitch. "gifted kid burnout" is what they call it i think. when you were academically advanced than the others, constantly being praised, finding everything a competition with others. idk what im saying anymore yeah bye